I usually phone my dad to talk this kinda stuff out and he always knew what to say to make it ok
Anyway, the other night when I was in the spa at my mums (looking after dogs so jus me there) I had the most amazing spiritual experience but the following day I was sent in to the darkest of Days and started remembering pieces of a puzzle of my childhood and the molestation that I do not recall but is on my medical records.
Anyway, I survived that darkness, cut my hair afterwards and now I am back at my house in Botany (got home this arvo) and something feels so off, this house, the energy.
I felt it and experienced some dark enegery when I first moved in, went theough a couple of months of nughtmares and sleep paralisis,
I did sime angel mediations and cleansed my space daily and sorta told myself all ok. But now I feel it again bit sorta different. I don't know whether I am jus creating this feeling cos I am not enjoying living here. But it scares me. I wish I could ask my dad what mediations would be best or a particular angel I can call Upon.
I kept trying to google some help but it's too overwhelming and I almost spin into a panic attack.
I'm scared and I don't know what of.
I think I will see if my dad's angel meditation cd is on my tablet and try that for now
