Brighton

Im really not sure why I always want to come to Brighton, I mean dont get me wrong, i love coming to see my sister and nephew and family and friends, but I am always reminded of how unwanted i truly am.
I dont think her husband means to do it, but i know he doesnt really want me around.

They had been away all night and got home, and he said why dont we go for a walk, have some time together, so of course that means he doesnt want me to go, im not jus reading into anything, its right there plain and simple-
"Have some time Together"
so then when my sis askes if im coming, of course i say no - she asks why and i just repeated what he had said - that he wants them to have some time together

Now she is shitty at me. I said i get it, he wants wife and husband and baby (FAMILY) to have time together, she jus said i dont get it, i am jus twisting everything around to make it bad.
But im not - not this time !

I have no home, nobody cares, nobody wants me around. im jus this big inconvenience for everybody!
I wanna go bac to London, but have no where to go!! :(