So this arvo my "best friend" christie was supposed to come and take me to my colposcopy appointment and hang out with me... more for moral support than anything and she cancelled 15 mins before she was due to pick me up - saying she was unwell.....
i was so annoyed - here i am going to have a procedure done to find out if i have cervical cancer and she is unwell
and by unwell (she emailed me in the morning) saying she was physically and mentally drained and just so incredibly tired she couldnt move!! <----- thats why i was annoyed...
I would do anything for my friends - no matter what shape i was in, no matter what time of the morning it was i would always help ANY of my friends (that includes al of you lovelies) but she is too tired to come and be with me knowing full well what i went through with the rape
Ok so i didnt tell her that the colposcopy was basically what they do for a rape kit - i didnt get a chance too cos she didnt show up!!
anyways - my friends are crap - never there for me when i truly need them!!
The appointment went ok, i ended up having a panic attack and told the nurse about having a rape kit done and she explained it wouldnt be as traumatic as that and also less painful, which it was - they also said that i may have the HPV virus but its doesnt look to be cancer - they are sending a biopsy away to find out for sure!!
Im in a bit of pain now - tummy cramps and weird tummy stuff but im in bed with a cup of tea (at 4.50pm) LOL
thats my update
i was so annoyed - here i am going to have a procedure done to find out if i have cervical cancer and she is unwell
and by unwell (she emailed me in the morning) saying she was physically and mentally drained and just so incredibly tired she couldnt move!! <----- thats why i was annoyed...
I would do anything for my friends - no matter what shape i was in, no matter what time of the morning it was i would always help ANY of my friends (that includes al of you lovelies) but she is too tired to come and be with me knowing full well what i went through with the rape
Ok so i didnt tell her that the colposcopy was basically what they do for a rape kit - i didnt get a chance too cos she didnt show up!!
anyways - my friends are crap - never there for me when i truly need them!!
The appointment went ok, i ended up having a panic attack and told the nurse about having a rape kit done and she explained it wouldnt be as traumatic as that and also less painful, which it was - they also said that i may have the HPV virus but its doesnt look to be cancer - they are sending a biopsy away to find out for sure!!
Im in a bit of pain now - tummy cramps and weird tummy stuff but im in bed with a cup of tea (at 4.50pm) LOL
thats my update
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