i really dunno whats wrong with me. I used to have such strong will power and could walk past a sweet shop and look at the people inside with disgust and feel so powerful cos im not like that!
Now i go in and buy half the shop and shove it all down my fat gob in a few minutes. Sometimes i dont even realise i have done it? I lie in bed and feel by fat tummy and my legs are almost squished together now!
I wanna be thin more than anything in the world but i have no will power to starve. I really dont understand what is wrong wit me. I hate myself so much right now. Cant wait to find a new flat where i dont share a room so i can exercise until i pass out- like i used too!
I can do this- i kno i can. Iv done it before! I jus need to stop eatin all this shit food. I dont even want to eat it- but i still do!
Why cant i be somebody else?
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