Lately I feel like my friends are dropping off like flies - they seem to disappear and not talk to me again.
I feel like I have hardly any friends....
I have 2 friends who I have seen a lot of in the past few weeks and that's it.
One of my closest friends (my cousin) seems to make every excuse under the sun as to why she can't catch up. We are supposed to be going to Melbourne together but we haven't even seen each other since I moved out in Oct. I don't know what's going on.
Then there is *L (don't want to post her name) we got close when I first got back but just in the last like 6 weeks she hasn't been replying to my msg's and she says she is busy then goes out with friends. I keep telling myself she is just busy but I am starting to think maybe I should take the hint..... she doesn't want to be friends with me :/
I am sitting at home on my floor crying - its 2pm and I have done nothing all day cos no one wants to hang out, no one likes me. I feel like self harming cos I feel like such a loser.
I am trying to tell myself not to over analyze it but I can't help it. No one likes me. No one wants to hang out with me. Everyone has a life and my life consists of being worthless and a loser.
Wow what a depressing post this has been!
I feel like I have hardly any friends....
I have 2 friends who I have seen a lot of in the past few weeks and that's it.
One of my closest friends (my cousin) seems to make every excuse under the sun as to why she can't catch up. We are supposed to be going to Melbourne together but we haven't even seen each other since I moved out in Oct. I don't know what's going on.
Then there is *L (don't want to post her name) we got close when I first got back but just in the last like 6 weeks she hasn't been replying to my msg's and she says she is busy then goes out with friends. I keep telling myself she is just busy but I am starting to think maybe I should take the hint..... she doesn't want to be friends with me :/
I am sitting at home on my floor crying - its 2pm and I have done nothing all day cos no one wants to hang out, no one likes me. I feel like self harming cos I feel like such a loser.
I am trying to tell myself not to over analyze it but I can't help it. No one likes me. No one wants to hang out with me. Everyone has a life and my life consists of being worthless and a loser.
Wow what a depressing post this has been!
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