Beautiful ... not I

If I was beautiful I'd have a boyfriend or someone who loved me. I'd have friends who wanted to hang out not just people who feel sorry for me and tell me I'm beautiful cos they pity me.
I'd have fun times and happy memories if laughter filled weekends just gone not loneliness and tears night after night.
If I was beautiful I'd be invited out and want to go not hide away from the world.
If I was beautiful I'd feel it inside and out
One day ....