When most people get hunger pains I imagine they would go and get something to eat but me when I get hunger pains, I first think - Oh my body is hungry and then if i dont get food within the first few minutes of feeling hungry I get excited. That voice kicks in, ana takes over and tries to convince me that hunger pains = weight loss and weight loss = happiness.
And then when I eat I feel guilty for giving in to food, and not being strong enough any more to starve and be a good anorexic. I am a failure at so many things, this was the one thing i used to be good at ... when will I be good again!?!
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You are better than anorexia.
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