pizza

The feeling that pizza gives me is partly that of satisfaction and partly that of disgust!
I ate 2 pieces of pizza and all i can think of is what it is doing in my tummy, what i would have given to have the freedom to run upstairs and empty my tummy so that there is nothing in there but the glass of wine I have just drunk!
I hate the guilt that I feel after eating, im sick of eating stuff that makes me feel this way!!!
I want to eat nothing so i feel nothing and then when i feel nothing, i can start to feel empty and feel thin again maybe!!