a friend just commented on my status on my facebook - the one where i say - 15 minutes of skipping and my skiping rope tells me i have burned 200 cals...
Teresa wrote: "you need to stop worrying about your weight... seriously! you're like a stick, you have nothing to worry about.. if anything you should probably put on a little more! You're tiny!!! Learn to love yourself like the rest of us love you!! x"
Hmmmmm
Is she being sarcastic? Me a stick!!! LOL. maybe she is thinking of another Amy. The one who used to have anorexia and weigh 42kgs. Cos that is definatley not me any more.
Im a recovered anorexic, cant you see... here watch me eat! - actually no dont watch me, it makes me anxious. Just trust me when i say I eat!
And put on a little more - why would any one want to gain weight? so i can be fatter than i am now?
and 1 more thing - like everyone else does... and who is everyone else/?? all those "friends" who came to my flat warming on saturday!! OH YEAH?!
Doesnt she know its not about weight, not really - it started off that way, ithe cycle always does, lose a little bit of weight and feel better, but then it all changes and as much as you want to stop she wont let you. Your in for life, in real deep. As much as you try to escape and be normal - there is no such thing, not in her world - ruled by calories, exercise, obession, no there is no escape! not for me. not yet.
Teresa wrote: "you need to stop worrying about your weight... seriously! you're like a stick, you have nothing to worry about.. if anything you should probably put on a little more! You're tiny!!! Learn to love yourself like the rest of us love you!! x"
Hmmmmm
Is she being sarcastic? Me a stick!!! LOL. maybe she is thinking of another Amy. The one who used to have anorexia and weigh 42kgs. Cos that is definatley not me any more.
Im a recovered anorexic, cant you see... here watch me eat! - actually no dont watch me, it makes me anxious. Just trust me when i say I eat!
And put on a little more - why would any one want to gain weight? so i can be fatter than i am now?
and 1 more thing - like everyone else does... and who is everyone else/?? all those "friends" who came to my flat warming on saturday!! OH YEAH?!
Doesnt she know its not about weight, not really - it started off that way, ithe cycle always does, lose a little bit of weight and feel better, but then it all changes and as much as you want to stop she wont let you. Your in for life, in real deep. As much as you try to escape and be normal - there is no such thing, not in her world - ruled by calories, exercise, obession, no there is no escape! not for me. not yet.
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