My friend is texting me after finding out about my OD and feels like she is telling me off. Saying "I'm just trying to help the situation by making u understand the consequences "
"U need to have a number or 2 u can call who will help u "
"Can u imagine the guilt others would feel if u did die?"
"I'm not trying to lecture u&make u feel bad, I just want u to see the full picture. You know?"
"I'm just trying to help the situation by making u understand the consequences"
Ended up saying this wasn't helping right now and it's making my thoughts race even more.
She apologised
But now I feel so bad. Why couldn't I have just died. At least if I'm dead I don't see the consequences. Selfish I know.
People getting angry/mad doesn't help yet. It's too soon. I can't handle it
PS bought new leggings ...
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