Mood Swings

So I have kind of discovered that the happier I am one minute the more sadder/down I am a few minutes later.

Example : tonight I was really excited that I had got a job with this event company and about looking at a flat tomoro... then my sis said i should still job hunt tonight and flat hunt cos i might still need too!
I had been so incredibly excited and happy then all of a sudden it was like a balloon burst and i was almost in tears. I didnt wanna job or flat hunt right now I jus wanted to enjoy my moment.

Then later - feeling good again then sitting on the couch and i look at a photo of me and look at how disgusting i look, how fat i am! And cant help but feel down again!

The higher the high the lower the low!