Sunday, 28 June 2009

I am a screw up!

I was chatting to my cousin on MSN this morning and she asked me how things were etc and said she wanted me to be honest and tell her everything... so i did.
I told her how i hate myself and want more than anything to be thin and happy and she stopped talking to me, so i asked if she was annoyed and she said yeah cos she cant understand why i am doing this.
Then she went offline!

I then txt my sister cos i feeling so bad now, and told her what happened and she replied
"Thats sad but i can also see where she is coming from, you have so much good stuff going on just wish you could see all the good things about you that we do"

So now i feel even worse. I wish i could jus stop this! I am ruining so much and hurting so many people. why do i have to be liek this! I jus feel like a screw up!!
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2 comments:

CiCi said...

i may be younger than u but if i were you i would try to hide it! just carry pizza, donuts, candy, anything around with you to get ppl thinking otherwise. if they ask you just say i'm eating im done with the diet thing.
thats what i do. hoped i helped!
by Carla, ^_^

29 June 2009 at 01:15
Amy said...

Thanks hun. But if i said i had jus eaten pizza my sister wouldnt believe me anyway - she knows me too well to know i would never eat pizza or doughnuts. but thanks :)

29 June 2009 at 09:25

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