So I have 10 weeks until I go to spain and I am so desperate to lose some weight. I havent weighed myself in 3 weeks and freaking out cos i know i have gained. I really want to weigh myself but am too scared to do it at the store cos too many people!!
I have to look good for when i go away so im cutting my cals back to 200 per day!
I know i can do this. I jus have to stay focused on the end goal and not get distracted by evil food!
Its almost 12 noon now and Ive had coffee and nothing else all day! So im doing ok. If i eat some crackers later when i get really hungry then i wont go over the 100 mark which means i can have some low cal cereal for dinner. But i think we having a bbq for my flat mates brothers last night. So maybe i will have something small then. Jus to keep the supsicions away!
I have to stay focused and cant give into temptation. I wish there was someone in London who i could share al this with and exercise with and stay focused with. I need the support!
I really want to join the gym too but i am too damn scared to exercise in public, i hate running for that reason so i end up exericising in my room when my room mate isnt there. Such a geek but its the only way i can do it!
i think i jus have to toughen up and join the gym, im jus scared people will see all my fat and stare at me and judge me! Ahhhhh
Well i should get back to work. Will prob post another page today to remind myself to stay strong!
I wanna look good for Spain!!
" a moment on the lips forever on the hips!"
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