I really am going so far backwards, so quickly!
Today i have eaten 3 rice crackers, 1/2 a banana which i threw straight back up in the work toliets... and a few mouthfuls of soup for dinner!
How pathetic am i!
i dont really know what to write at the mo
My head feels all messed up! I hate myself - i wish i had the strength and courage to end all of this right now but i even fail at that cos i am too much of a chicken to even try!
Cutting myself is the closest thing i do!
FARK! I hate myself so much!
Weak pathetic, worthless useless piece of shit!
I asked my sister (kelly) if my other half sister, (- Angela, whom i have jus met last weekend)likes me... she was like thats a werid question.. is it though?
I thought kel would have asked her what angela thinks of me! Maybe she doesnt like me and kel just doesnt want to tell me!
I mean i was still drunk when she met me - what kind of impression does that make!!
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