purging

So tuesday night, i went out for dinner again and purged when i got home!!
Ate half a pack of choc biscuits tonight and purged again
Purged on sunday night too -
my flat mates and i went to the kiwi and aussie shop and got a load of BAD BAD foods - i then binged on sunday night and purged and felt totally disgusting!!

I dont reallyknow where my head is at
i have written a goal chart until July - and rules to follow until then...
will add them soon!

Taking laxatives too... secondtry - the first go didnt work too well... didnt do anything but made my tummy funny for the following day