So i think i may have blown my only real hope and being recovered. My sister has wanted to help me for the past 3 weeks or so. And then tonight, for the first time ever she said to me... "are you having dinner?" when i said "do i have a choice?" she said that she just wanted to know cos she didn't want to waste food.
So i said no... as hungry as i am from only eating 1 piece of toast, it was an instant reaction.. she's right if i don't eat it all i'm wasting food. Wasting food, wasting money, wasting space.
So now i don't know what to do. She has offered me help and listened to me for the last few weeks and now i think she has finally given up. So i guess its just me and my friend, ana, again.
i dont know why but i feel upset, but i have no one to blame but myself really. I am the one who has said no to food. I didn't try hard enough.
I am such a failure.
How do I fix this??
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