Best Friends ??

I would have thought that a best friend would want to talk to me, make plans and time to talk to me. But no, no matter what i do - something always happens with christie and we dont talk.

I keep thinking that I am some terrible friend cos my own best friends dont even wanna talk to me!

I still havent spoken to Jordan, she hasnt facebooked me or anything. I understand she is prob still grieving after her friends death but she is talking to all her other friends, why doesnt she wanna talk to me!

Why am I not good enough for my best friends?!