Everyone seems to be detoxing, dieting and losing weight, except for me.
Nikky my flat mate made an announcement on Sunday that she has lost 4kgs in 2 weeks and she hasnt really been trying - then Christie, my friend back home, has said she is detoxing and wants to lose some weight
Both these girls are gorgeous and DO NOT in anyway need to lose weight.
I, however feel like I am huge and all i want to do is lose weight but dont seem to be getting anywhere doing so!!
I know losing weight isnt a competition but try telling my ED inside my head that. Its all i want to do, is be the best I can be at something and losing weight WAS what I was good at - I want that back so badly!!
Next week I have decided I will only eat fruit and vegies for a week - I need to kick start this losing weight thing.
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But you are probably thinner than these girls, your ed just makes you paranoid and see things that are not there. You are not fat, you won't believe me, but I'l still say it because maybe if its said enough you might believe it. Your not.
I feel like that when ever somebody I know talks about weight and what they have lost, I see them as competition and I know that is a bad thing, but its what wills me on. Please don't fall into it.
You are beautiful just as you are.
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