I haven't blogged for a while, I think that must mean that I am doing a bit better.
Tonight I am going to make sushi with my friend but for some reason I get intimidated at the thought of someone else controlling the situation. When I am making dinner I need to be the one in control. I need to be the one doing most of the work otherwise I feel lazy and useless and like I don't deserve the food. Jordan always likes to do most of the work and I just end up watching and then I feel like I can't eat it.
I am scared that tonight will be the same! I want to make sushi but scared I won't get the chance to try!! :/
Tonight I am going to make sushi with my friend but for some reason I get intimidated at the thought of someone else controlling the situation. When I am making dinner I need to be the one in control. I need to be the one doing most of the work otherwise I feel lazy and useless and like I don't deserve the food. Jordan always likes to do most of the work and I just end up watching and then I feel like I can't eat it.
I am scared that tonight will be the same! I want to make sushi but scared I won't get the chance to try!! :/
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