It was a good distraction from the feelings I have. It hurts but if you press down hard enough the hurt turns to relief and you start to feel something that you know is real, it is pain and pain has to be real cos there are some things in this world that are real even if you aren't really sure of what is and what isn't sometimes, we all know PAIN is real
It's like a little 1cm by 3cm silver magician that you think will help so you listen intently to the tricks she says she can do, the acts she will perform for you tonight, "tonight ladies and gentleman this little silver magician will take away your pain and replace it with something much more enchanting"
and then you go numb and no matter how hard you press on that silver magician she won't let you feel anything, and then it all goes black and you realize you have pressed too hard and you see the spots but she won't let you stop cos the relief has gone, the pain has gone and all you want is to feel something - anything
Silver Magician why do you trick me, why do you allow me to think you will help me when you just leave me wanting more and now I am left feeling dazed, dizzy and confused
Is this blood all mine? Silver Magician please don't hurt me but please don't leave me I will do anything for a real PAIN
It's like a little 1cm by 3cm silver magician that you think will help so you listen intently to the tricks she says she can do, the acts she will perform for you tonight, "tonight ladies and gentleman this little silver magician will take away your pain and replace it with something much more enchanting"
and then you go numb and no matter how hard you press on that silver magician she won't let you feel anything, and then it all goes black and you realize you have pressed too hard and you see the spots but she won't let you stop cos the relief has gone, the pain has gone and all you want is to feel something - anything
Silver Magician why do you trick me, why do you allow me to think you will help me when you just leave me wanting more and now I am left feeling dazed, dizzy and confused
Is this blood all mine? Silver Magician please don't hurt me but please don't leave me I will do anything for a real PAIN
No comments:
Post a Comment