Confusion State of emotion

I get so confused when someone says I am thin, it's like I know I am not and keep thinking people are telling me I am thin so that I eat and gain more weight and be uglier. I get confused cos I want to be thin why tell me I am thin when it's something I am longing to be
Why confuse me and put me into that state of confusion, why not tell me the truth and tell me I am fat?
Why lie to me and make me want to believe your lies but I can't believe them cos I have to trust myself and trust what i see in the mirror and what I feel.
Cos what i feel has to be real - doesn't it?