Struggling with it all:
Dad cancelling lunch on friday -makes me worthless, an unwanted daughter. Not good enough for my dad to want to see me
Brad (brother) angry last night when drunk- a stupid annoying sister (his words) not smart enough to know when to shut up
Flat mates all dieting - a fat lazy slob of a flat mate
Mum and friend talking about losing 3 kgs- a fat lazy worthless person who can't even lose weight
Troy not wanting to see me- not pretty enough, not fun enough, not good enough girl for a guy
Not good enough for anyone, anything but my eating disorder. This is what I deserve.
Spent the afternoon comforting my friend who broke up with her boyfriend.
Feeling drained and fat and disgusting
Want to lose 5 kgs. Must decide what is real and what is right
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