Disassociating

Mind wandering
Body not belonging
Thoughts scattered
Heart pumping
Muscles twitching
Walking around in a daze not really knowing what is real and what is a figment of my imaginative brain.
Somebody talks to me yet I hear nothing and can't find words to respond with so i meow and shiver nervously trying desperately to seem normal all the while pondering if my life will flick back to reality or is this illusions state of mind now me forever.
Trapped in a warped sense of reality.
I know my hands belong to me yet how did I get them so tangled in my hair?
When did I lie down on the cold floor?
And how do I find my bed?

Goodnight world hello wild dreams and restless night