So this guy that i had met in Brighton 2 months ago, who i haad been txting and met up with a few times, kissed a few times and told that I liked.
He had also told me he liked me but didnt want to get in a relationship with me cos i am going home next year.
I get a txt tonight saying he had met a nice girl on sat night jus like me and they are giving it a go, and he jus wanted to let me know!
What an idiot am I. Here i thought he liked me and wanted something to happen, so i start dropping my gaurd and thinking here is the guy who i like who i want to get close to me who may actually help me move forward from the rape and eating disorder. when i was with him, i was so happy. i felt like nothing else mattered. like i could jus be myself.
He knew that. i told him that! And he told me he liked me.. then he goes and gets a girlfriend.. what a fucken idiot am i!
it was jus yesterday i said to my sis what does he see in me, there are so many girls chasing him why has he picked me... guess what he hasnt!! Im not good enough!!!
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