Thoughts

At a certain point u cross that line and you cant help what you're doing and the eating disorder owns you. All bearings on reality and maturity are lost.

I think that is a really good way to sum things up. It is like that some days.

You cross that line and you are completely controlled by the eating disorder, you cant see anything but the weight loss and control. You are compltley consumed by the thoughts and feel as if you are happy with where you are until something or someone snaps you back into life and you realise how you are destroying yourself and hurting all those around you, yet you cant stop cos that line is so thin you dont even realise you have crossed it!