My mum

I think im in shock a bit. I just cant believe that my mum is getting married. I mean i guess on some level i already knew but at the same time i had hoped it was never gonna happen ...
In some weird twisted  i had secretly wished that mum and dad would get back together and they would live happily ever after.
I should be happy that my mum is happy but I just feel kinda numb, im not really sure what this feeling is.

Maybe im affraid - affraid she is just settling for someone that isnt good enough for her, affraid she is now creating her own family and im gonna be totally abandoned. I mean Keith's daughter is already living with them so they are half way there.
Will his daughters have a big part in the wedding? Am i still gonna be her baby girl?!

and then there is the fact that she has been engaged for 3 weeks now and only just told me. She told Donna (our family friend) 2 weeks ago. Why didnt see tell me?