So today while out with my sister and their friends, - the friend Ruth, her sister is in hospital with anorexia. She is kelly's age - so 36.
All i could feel (along with pain for ruth and the sister) was guilt. I feel guilty, that I never made it that far. What kind of anorexic was i/am i?
Why couldnt I get to that point? what made me so weak that I give up the only thing i was actually doing right in!
I have never had good grades, been a top athlete, but i was getting pretty good at losing weight and hiding it.
whatiswrongwithme??
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