Truth

I wish i could sayon my facebook how it is i really feel -
i feel fat, i feel disgusting, i wish i hadnt have eaten anything!!
I AM FAT!!

Instead i have said - i feel huge, so much food and cider i think i may pop!!
AKA - I AM FAT!

we had a bbq tonight and andrew came round, he makes me nervous, but a good nervous, i wanna look at him when i talk but when he looks at me i get all funny and feel all sily, and i wanna say something, but i just feel like looking at him and end up saying somehing random or silly.
he prob thinks im an idiot.