Friday, 11 March 2011

Embarrassed Part 2

So after the lady confronted me about my wrist she then came over and started jokingly saying....
"you dont need to cut your wrist amy, its ok"
"wheres your knife? i need to hide it from you"
i know she was joking, but i didnt know how to handle it, i left the office for about 15 minutes and when i came back after crying my eyes out Debs seen me and asked if candy had upset me.....
she said her daughter (who is 13) once did it so she knew all along
I ended up crying my eyes out to her.
I was/am so scared that everyone knows i self harm... im so embarrassed about what candy said
i dotn know how to joke about this, cos its all true - what she was saying....

I left work early and have been at the pub

aparantly drinking a loaf of bread worth of alcohol.....
better go for a run and do some skipping in the morning DEFINATLEY!!!

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