So i went to a new psychologist tonight. (on orders from my mum)
Her first question was - what is the problem?
hmmmm i didnt really know wheere to start - i told her about my ed and she asked some questions, talked bout my dad and how i am stil annoyed and think he doesnt love me.
did quite get to the rape or the self harm. Not sure why, the opportunity never came up i guess!! :/
do i want to see her again. Not really i think. I dont know if she can help me.
What do i need help with?
Maree is helping me with my ed - slowly but surely one day she wil be able to help.
Do i want to delve into my rape and self harm - NOT particuarly, am i over it . probably not. can she help. i doubt it.
will i see her again. im not sure!
I feel like there is too much going on and too many people to see and too many problems to deal with. isnt it easy to just leave things as they are.?
She asked me what i wanted to achieve with her, and i said i didnt know. but maybe i want her to help me be ok - like with guys. I really want to meet someone and not freak out, push them away i want to able to enjoy the company of a male and not wonder if they are going to hurt me.
Wonder if she can help me with that?
Her first question was - what is the problem?
hmmmm i didnt really know wheere to start - i told her about my ed and she asked some questions, talked bout my dad and how i am stil annoyed and think he doesnt love me.
did quite get to the rape or the self harm. Not sure why, the opportunity never came up i guess!! :/
do i want to see her again. Not really i think. I dont know if she can help me.
What do i need help with?
Maree is helping me with my ed - slowly but surely one day she wil be able to help.
Do i want to delve into my rape and self harm - NOT particuarly, am i over it . probably not. can she help. i doubt it.
will i see her again. im not sure!
I feel like there is too much going on and too many people to see and too many problems to deal with. isnt it easy to just leave things as they are.?
She asked me what i wanted to achieve with her, and i said i didnt know. but maybe i want her to help me be ok - like with guys. I really want to meet someone and not freak out, push them away i want to able to enjoy the company of a male and not wonder if they are going to hurt me.
Wonder if she can help me with that?
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