My friend shared this with me the other day - and it scared the living sh*t out of me, for about 5 minutes and the I told myself I am different to her and I won't end up like that!
Anyways the girl in the video, talks about the long term effects of anorexia on her body (her hair falling out, kidneys, liver, heart damage) and how she didnt believe it would happen to her.
And yes hearing about her having a heart attack and what not, scares me but at the same time I know I am definatley not thin enough for that. I could lose a lot more weight and still be standing!
My body is tough and can handle it!
I do however wonder if this will kill me at some point?
I wonder if this is genetic and if i have a daughter (or son) will I inflict this on them.
I wonder if my car accident and my head injury triggered this off and then as Lemony Snickett would say - a series of unfortunate events occured all within a short space of time and as a result of my head injury my coping mechanisim was injured, and i found a new way to handle stresses.
Well according to my mother and my teacher and my diary I had these tendencies all along - so they had to come to out properly sooner or later... right?
Anyways the girl in the video, talks about the long term effects of anorexia on her body (her hair falling out, kidneys, liver, heart damage) and how she didnt believe it would happen to her.
And yes hearing about her having a heart attack and what not, scares me but at the same time I know I am definatley not thin enough for that. I could lose a lot more weight and still be standing!
My body is tough and can handle it!
I do however wonder if this will kill me at some point?
I wonder if this is genetic and if i have a daughter (or son) will I inflict this on them.
I wonder if my car accident and my head injury triggered this off and then as Lemony Snickett would say - a series of unfortunate events occured all within a short space of time and as a result of my head injury my coping mechanisim was injured, and i found a new way to handle stresses.
Well according to my mother and my teacher and my diary I had these tendencies all along - so they had to come to out properly sooner or later... right?
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