So yesterday i had a VERY bad day!! I ate chocolate buttons and cake!! I didnt even bother trying to count up my calories cos i know it will be something ridiculous! I dont know why i ate all the wrong food, it was a fundraiser at work and i won the chocolates! SO STUPID!!
I did sorta make up for it though, i had no dinner and went straight into drinking with the work crew.
And when i got on the scales this morning, i weighed 46.5kgs!!
But i've had a hotdog for lunch so i will be back up by now. Am gonna go for a walk soon tho, need to burn off the hotdog.
To be honest, it has just made me hungry. I wasnt hungry until i ate it and now im hungry. Am i odd or what?!
I feel bad if i dont eat when im around Kelly though. She thinks i am doing so well. And im not. I am slipping more and more back into this horrible never ending nightmare!
I heard Kelly and Vaughan arguing this morning, cos Kelly is sick and Vaughan told her to walk it off and gave her no sympathy. So they were arguing.
I feel like im causing trouble. Like i am getting in the way. Im sure i am causing tension between them. Having me around all the time and what not.
Yay going out tonight, have some coke to keep me skinny!!
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