So again tonight, kelly told me she had finished reading the book (self help books) and that she really thinks i should read them.
She said "its up to me what i do, but do i really wanna be miserable all my life"
Thing is, i am not doing this on purpose... I want to be happy and be able to eat what ever i want whenever i want but i just can 't do it. I want to recover but i cant. I have tried to eat and feel ok but i cant even go a week without freaking out about food and my weight!
I dunno what to do. I am so confused. Its like two of me inside my head...
Maybe i will try the book, cant hurt right. :/
And well done to Laura! I am so proud of you hun for getting out of that horrible home environment. I knew you could do it. That is such a huge step for you babe. I am so freaking proud, i almost cried readuing your blog. Stay strong. We can do this hun.
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